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Originally Posted by PamelaJune
Gerry, you sceptic!
Have you ever been on the verge of dropping off to sleep, that wonderful drowsy feeling when an almighty jolt out of the blue awakens you. Some call it the soul returning to the body from astral travelling, others say it is the soul tethered strongly to the body and as it tries to leave it is jerked back. Either way, that immense jolted feeling if you know what I mean, is not caused by an external electrical stimulus, it is within the bodies own neural electric system.
The electric jolts Mark and I refer to are of a similar nature only the jolt is accompanied with a searing pain and more often than not we are awake. I have had these for years & long before a neural stim was implanted. It is the nerve endings irritated to their core as explained to me by a surgeon in the UK back in the 1990's.
It is not comparable to the spike in nerve pain that you experience, and I'm sorry you suffer that. It is short sharp painful and gone. Of course the residual pain that is always there remains, but that sharp painful searing jolt, it becomes just a memory of how cruel the body can be in its taunting of you. Until the next time...
I hope that explains it well enough. I'm softly laughing as I can imagine your face reading this. It's so good to have you back.
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Dear Pam
So on point about our bodies and the cruel surprises
that come out to play
Feeling cheated at times
And understand there are many factors
in my case
my lineage passing on my physical life story
Can only pray the medical brains out there will address the core
of our diseases
Such as the mutation I have
And more then fifty percent of the population is suffering
all new findings
Early in science time
Just in the past fifteenish years
But a very important issue
For example
After learning my nausea lightheaded weighted feel in the middle of my chest then always having pain in neck shoulders and arm
I was not going to be stupid while I was already in the hospital for my CT scan of lungs
I was backed up with three days of matter
A relief my heart is still pushing and pumping to keep me going
So point Eva
I explain to the ER doctor of the mutation
relevant to my body
Having to watch out for clots
As I am prone to them because of this specific mutation
brushed me off about it
In the end
He comes back to give me the above mentioned
in addition tells me my dimer test was normal
When six months ago finding out about my mutation
my dimer test was high
Indication of clots
How frustrated I was
But held my tongue
Leaving and wondering
I think I will write a letter to the CEO'S
I am doing my part
It would be nice if doctors would take a interest
AND LEARN A LITTLE SOMETHING
My body
My temple
I am trying to care for it
My genes just killing me
To those who know their bodies as I know mine
No one should tell YOU what you feel
Love
Me