Dear BF,
I have been away, so am late in responding.
I hope you are feeling better with each passing day.
When I lost my brother several years ago now, it took a few years for me to adjust. He and I were very close. We had talked every day for most of our lives, even when we each had lived in different states for several years. I was glad we were in the same area and could spend time together during the several years prior to his passing. I get such a lift from seeing his adult children now. I see them at least once a month is not more. It makes a world of difference to me to make sure I see them and we share our lives in the Present Moment.
I hope you can enjoy the same uplifting from having fun with your nieces?
You are a warm-hearted soul. I am glad you feel you can reach out.
We are all here for one another.
May you feel loved and supported, always.
Warmly,
DejaVu