I don't blame you for being angry. It is a natural reaction to what has happened. You have certainly had your fair share of **** this year. You were already dealing with the death of loved ones, and facing your own mortality, and this must have made it so much worse. I am so sorry Bobby

You can use your anger to fight and help get you through the rehab process and get better. That fire in your belly could end up being a good thing even though it doesn't feel like it right now