hi everyone. i hope you are all doing well. i'm not doing so good myself right now. my brother just told me that he has hiv. i feel numb with waves of tears. he is still a mess and said he is not happy living the way he is but he can't do anything about it now. i am having trouble breathing. not sure if its a panic attack or something else. anyway i just needed to talk. i pray that he doesnt suffer anymore. hes suffered enough. no one deserves that kind of pain. more prayers for my brother are always welcome. thanks for listening. love to all.
p.s. thank you so much for being my friends. i could not face all this pain without your support. i treasure you all so much.