So we end the day yesterday
Going to my appointment with my pain specialist
Get there he's gone
Traffic was tiring
My body crippled
After doctor 4:45
Did about a half hour good shopping
Drop off the scripts like I always do after going to the doctor
I have been with my pain specialist since I became chronically ill with just about every part of my body
I keep telling myself
I should have just had a hysterectomy
Killing another chance of uterine cancer
Something taking tamoxifen can promote
Can you imagine
Only found out about this not to long ago
REALLY
where is informing the patient of the risk
Just released recently
Doctors not prescribing any HRT
I come home with my family in tow
Get home to a phone call from my pharmacist telling me my OxyContin rejected
I call insurance company to find out what happened
I was asked a few questions she had me on screen
and says you had last had your script filled this month on the second yesterday was the thirtieth
A red flag
Why my pharmacist filled it immediately was because he won't be back at work until Wednesday
Having to place the order for my medicine
so I'm not without
This happens
So the young lady continues
I remind her that I have picked this insurance company as it made more sense to do that rather by doctors
My pain doctor and coverage of my lifetime medicine
AS A RESULT OF BOTCHED WORK by surgeon
I was beside myself
She the says
She will fax as of yesterday
A form he must fill out
I forget the terminology
Basically why do I need such a medicine
Gave her his name number fax
And I will get word today
My pharmacist was looking out for me
I have been in a situation when storm Sandy hit the jersey shore
My pharmacist establishment was out of commission no electricity
Having a Walgreens up my block to cover me for a couple of days
after there was some order and restoring the city back to normal
Luckily having never abusing my medicine there were nights I fell asleep an had not been awakened to take it
I would then wait till the morning
In all the years I have been on it I had a three week supply in reserve
Does anybody see my anger rising
Not a word from the insurance company how this determination was reached without any history of me
I was shut down without cause
Oh I get it
The way of this country and addiction
NOT GOING ABOUT IT THE RIGHT WAY
IF ANYONE ADKES ME
I was red flagged
Because it was attempted to be filled two days earlier
with the holidays
If I didn't have reserve like I do
And we all know how that happens
Ooooooouh how upset that makes me for others also
So I will wait for my doctor to fill out the required form
and pray there will not be any problems
Isn't it enough already
Why do the very few suffer because of the abuse and practice the insurance is using no order for what merit and at who's expense
I have done everything to avoid having to take any drugs
Mine unsuccessfully done at the hand of another
And now this
After how many consecutive years
Sucked from me my estrogen (what make us feel good and more) and replace it with chronic lifetime pain
and no WARNING
something is very wrong with this picture
And then for my doc to have just leave
Jeez
What will today have to throw my way
Praying there be zero problems with this
Just praying
And then the tenant above me
Awakened me again with her malicious behavior
Time 1:30 A.M.
Not okay
Not cool
Have knocked on her door twice
Took it to the office
Next what to call the cops
Can you imagine
The person is an alcoholic and in my years living here came and ask if I had any pain meds
If I could spare something
This from a tenant that roams the halls looking for drugs
Never have I spoken to her about myself
Freshly moved in this apartment
She left the tub on above Corissa's room to overflow so badly
because she was drunk and fell asleep
The damage to Corissa's room the surrounding area ruined
and she's forgotten about the damage and to that add bad behavior as a neighboring tenant
I can take it a step further
It is in the lease to keep it quiet an respectful to others
Do not want to call the cops
Fear retaliation on my car
Something that already happened when requesting a handicap spot having all requirements
My car was keyed
All this additional crap I can do without
This for certain
How much can one swallow
Me