THANKS BUD!

I just talked to a preventative health doc and the example he used is like when a person has a stroke - their brain has to relearn and it creates new path ways to finding ways to do the things one did before and the brain is retraining after a head injury as well. It made sense and seems to apply and correlate even more to what you are saying.

I am hanging in there and encouraged to keep at it at a pace I can handle and let go of the expectations and fears that creep in. Definitely when I focus at the gym on a point out in front of me and/or close my eyes sometimes on a seated machine it helps when I get "set off". Changing positions sets it off so I wait to rebalance - the other day just totally threw me and I was frightened of regression. It is back to patience and realizing I am not done with this yet and I am relearning.