It should have been a thrilling day
My youngest just so utterly disrespectful
She hurts so terribly
Thinks only of herself
Eats and drink
Without thinking of others
Everybody else's belongings
Give nothing in return
Doesn't do the laundry
Read for her GED
read the drivers manual
Won't apply for a job
And just lays in bed on her phone with her girlfriend
It is the one thing I have to ask her father to turn it off
If pushed
Well I'm there
She manipulated everything she did in advance
She thinks about how to be deceitful
I NEVER TAUGHT THIS BEHAVIOR

She did so many hurtful selfish things that i just make me want to throw in the towel
She is pushing me to a place of no return
It is killing me
Why is she pushing me away like this
Its f*****g killing me
I mean it
I can't do it anymore
It hurts so badly
I also can add to my plate of problems
Scleroderma
In my abdomen and spine L4/5-5/6
It just toooooo Fu*****g wonderful
This to is why I hurt
This is what's happening
I hate it all
It was suppose to be a fur day
And she took it away with one moment with her father
You have to know the dynamics to understand
It was just so gross
Im sick and tired of all of it
I want so hard for it to work
To hell her get it
I want her to pay the bills this month

I need her to care and learn
I'm so lost