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Old 07-10-2016, 09:52 AM
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Thank you kay,
It was a great day!
2 of my clients in the afternoon, wanted to hear all about our trip so that was fun retelling some of it. and we get along so well. It is a joy that I get to see them. Our conversations are so thoughtful we talk politics and history, current events and families etc. So healthy stimulation and bonding. I stayed 2 hours at my last clients house..so that put me home later so that cut into our art walk time after a dinner. But some of the galleries were closed so we had plenty of time to see what we wanted to see. The biggest gallery was full of art work that I could not appreciate, huge paintings of geometric shapes, very modern/abstract. You read the little placards and the inspiration is just unrelatable...so the shapes were way over my head. sigh. One of the rooms though had gorgeous quilts!!!! They were spectacular. some of them used new techniques, like paintings almost with embroidery. pictures of herons, a 3 dimensional approach. Loved them!!!!
There is a big band concert this afternoon at 3:30. Over 100 members from around the country are coming together to perform this concert. Jeff may come along but is probably going fishing so will drive separately.

I felt so out of touch at art walk last night.
Uncomfortable. They usually have wine and snackies out but since I am dieting/not drinking I felt resentment over not participating. I know these are self imposed limits I set for myself. I have said before ...I am either dieting or gaining weight. I can't seem to get to a good weight and stay there.
sigh
Took a much needed shower this morning and getting ready to go to the hub city diner for brunch like usual.

Went to sleep at 11pm, felt really tired then got up at 2:30 to use the bathroom and went back to bed and layed there for 20 minutes, legs had restless leg syndrome so could not sleep. So I got up and took an extra .5mg of klonipin..I should not do that because I don't have extras to spare.( I do have some 1mgs that I hoarded from before but save those for when I really need them like if I drank alot and can't sleep and have to work in the morning).

Jeff read my horoscope and it said something like getting a handle on spending, or something like that. The only real spending spree that I had was of late....350 bottles of nail polish...on sale and discontinued.

have a great sunday!
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150mg of lamictal 2x a day
haldol 5mg 2x a day
1mg of cogentin 2x a day
klonipin , 1mg at night


I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9,
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