That will be five hours no phone
To be productive in the five hours she gives it up
She also understands
It will be very lonely out there after her so called friends who do not work or are productive in anyway
After expressing to her
Never will I ever have a child of mine tell me
What they will do not bringing anything to help the situation
I now in essence am providing a safe place for her
Something I do not have to do at that magical age eighteen
While in my presence she applied for two jobs on line
Did two loads of her laundry
Took a shower
Fed her niece dinner
It isn't anything difficult just time and energy
She did it without much back talk
She tried
It is now on terms she give it up for five hours
Or have it turned off
For six months
It is a scary situation
I already have a child who is out there and will be thirty two
I am hanging on hope
HOPE and prayers she will get better
To now have the same fears added to it
She isn't ready for the world and can be in a much worse place then the sister she looked up to
To loose my youngest to the streets would be heart-wrenching
All prayers forever welcomed
Always
Me