As I sat in court
Listening to the lawyers advise
To lie
Cringed
Disgusted I was
Upon sitting with my sister
We were just floored
Floored
Four BMW property
Here and abroad
Businesses
And when the judge seen how the lies overlapped
on another just floored me
Smart he was noting what one will do to manipulate
and not grant them relief until said questions are answered
Mine
Less than five minutes
Stood in my truth
Ashamed
Not
Head held up as best as I could
Looked around the room
And realized why I was here
A burden that hung on my shoulders
Not there anymore
A sense of relief
Yet I cannot feel I failed
It wasn't what I ever thought in my lifetime
I would have to do
But the reality is reality
This body broken
Unable to work
Unable to be out an socialize in the world
Stinks
Yet it is over

A beginning no
Over
Unable to ever be there again

What persons do to manipulate there affairs
All in the name of money
The root of All evil
When in the hand of no good doers
I seen and heard it for myself
Floored
Me