your poor mother. just called up the cardiologist to see if i had an electrocardiogram. I have had so many tests and the surgery requires one, He said I did have one two months ago, I am in a strange place. I wish i could have gone for a walk with cecilia.I am not that stressed consciously about the surgery but i am waiting for the flood gates to burst. I just took a bath. My anxiety is very high. It is back. I hope nothing triggers me. I realized something so if all goes well i might say something when i came back.
bobby