My errors in spelling horrible
Did not edit
Got most of the stuff out
It was three in the morning lights out
after dealing with security
And was up just before 7:00 in the morning

I was upset writing
And my point I was trying to get across

Mental illness at it best
Having a GOOD understanding about mental illness
it is within my own family
Myself included
To recognize another
In other words some people under the influence
as I know the neighbor only by my personal experience
On the nineteenth floor was an issue for many in this building
I did not play the corrupt political game
Yet many talk
And I associate with nobody
Other then when I have to go out
If I rode the elevator two hundred times living here
In the last five years is much
But I will alway be courteous
Why she came looking for drugs
I haven't a clue
But I never gave her any
And when she did the alcohol just oozed from her pours
Let alone her breath
This at my door

Point

I shouldn't have to put up with this kind of rude
behavior
Heavenly Father working through me
Trying to handle it as gently as possible
taking into consideration her obvious problem

Why do I say that

Anybody seeking medicines outside of what their doctor prescribes to them
Is a sign of abuse if drugs given
Anything above and beyond what a doctor gives a patient
for relief of pain
I say this because that is what she asked for
I do not see on the outside any indication of physical pain
But I know very well
One could look just fine one the outside
and cannot see ones pain
And whatever the case may be
She knocked on my door inebriated

My daughter after having to hear what she does
Took it to security when telling me his assement
"She answered the door bloodshot eyes and a bathrobe"
Having said this to my child who took care of business confirming
the disturbance was bloodshot eyed himself just having his newborn and two other girls
Point
Anybody can have bloodshot eyes and throw on a robe at 1:30 in the morning
Point
She is up most of the night
And sleeps in the day
I can hear everything each footstep

It became an issue
When it wakes me out of sleep
Wakes my grandchild out of sleep then wakes me
This isn't okay
It is in the early morning hours
When most are sleeping
I turn the tv off at 11:30 after the evening news
And try to retire

So love thy neighbor
I tried by asking her twice to please stop
This action was fuel to her fire
All for blank and giggles
Simply no other reason

I will be meeting with a mentally ill woman
Let this not become a reason for here to continue
It is understood she isn't well to begin with
Yet I cannot allow her to continue to be disruptive
and it affect my dwelling
Unfortunately I cannot make it out into the world
My life taken on so many levels
And I do have compassion for anyone suffering
Whatever the case may be that has caused this behavior will be understood and stopped

Upon meeting with her in the very near few days
All I want to say to her is
WHY?
That all
Not let her or anyone to ever get the
better of
Me
I cannot give my power away
Living the way Heavenly Father would want me to
This is what I pray for
Learning to pray for others
And I am
Free of it
Amen
Love
Me