Just spoke with my baby sister
My mother just returning from her trip to her home land
Hypertension has taken many of my mothers side of the family
Her siblings passing massive heart attack
Today's news my first cousin I met in 1969 and 1972 as my parents were visiting their homeland
My first cousin Imré 51 just passed massive heart attack
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My entire extended family lives in Europe
My mother myself and my two sisters are the only ones here
Don't know what it is like to have extended blood family around
My mother atrial fibrillation high blood pressure on blood thinners
The main artery along her neck is not holding up and is to dangerous to clear it up as other things are wrapped around it
That is why she is on the blood thinner
51
51
It is prevalent on my mothers side
His only other sibling Marika and very ill father my uncle my mothers brother are the surviving family
We are all here for just a moment in time
Can't we just love one another while we are here
Not when our time comes be missed
What to do
What to think
Love and to loved in return
Is all I wish for
My son has a heart condition at 33
There is an extra electrical charge to his heart that is dangerous
and needs surgery for it
I am just beyond thinking of what is going on with my immidiate family my babies
I know what I feel
I know I need to calm
Stress depression a overly active heart not a good thing
I have to learn not to get upset
Let go and let God
All I wish for is to love and be loved in return
Sad
So sad
Me