Have you contacted your local Temple ( you sometimes sign off with Shalom) or church? They may be a huge source of help, each church is different, some more caring then others. Stress to RSD is like pouring gas on fire so please be extra kind to yourself and your children. A short walk together, reading a book together etc, may help to take your mind off of everything for a short time . So many people are having serious problems right now that it is hard to find words to express how much we want to help, but how little we can actually do. Your are in my thoughts and prayers for a future that is filled with loved and kindness and free from so much PAIN--NOONE should ever have physical contact with another person except out of love and respect. and more Carose