Yeah, it's really confusing. I never knew of the speckled ANA, so it really seems there is a second autoimmune disease that's never been diagnosed, or has appeared within the last year or so. That may be causing me to feel as bad as I do. I see GP on Tuesday, so will ask for a referral to see immunoligist (clinical). Hopefully they have one in Adelaide. I am making a list, and begging to be helped. At least there must be something I can take to feel better than I do. Life should not be this cruel in today's world. I also wish my friends would understand instead of thinking I need to snap out of it. Ironically, I'm the first one who turns up for them when they get sick or hurt. I have not been offered help from one of them. I'm a bit hurt over that. I will update each time I get news, and keep this thread going. One day, someone may find that my journey helps them.