Thinking of you and sending hugs. I know how rotten you must feel right now. It is good you were both able to avoid the stress of the vet and she passed peacefully where she was loved best of all.
I stand with you on your treatment decision and will send many healing vibes when you move forward. Sometimes we do indeed have to take a chance to get better. We will all be hoping for the best possible outcome for you and your future. Please let us know what happens.