Hi Desi,
Hope your feeling better. I hate that we have to "pay" for having a good time. Sometimes I think its worth it though. For a short time I feel better when I am doing something I enjoy. I love football and when there is a game on, my nephew and I have such a good time that I forget the pain for awhile.
I always have to lay down for awhile each day. I used to feel guilty about it, but not anymore.
Take care.
Sue K.