Hi all,


Haven't updated in a while again...


I recently had another EEG, this time an 24/7 hour one, where I was tested at home. The results came back normal....



This is good news I guess, but I don't understand it cause I still don't feel 100% myself. The dejavu feelings and a lot of my other weird symptoms are gone. I just STILL feel different, which is so frustrating. Ever since October 17th 2014, I have felt different. I used to describe it as depersonalization, but I guess I cant call it that now? I don't know, maybe my chemicals in my brain were changed that day. So this is the "new" me. ;/




Who knows.



Instead of obsessing over all this, I've been trying to get back into normal life which I have. The only thing I still struggle with is socializing with my "friends". I just finished a week at camp counseling little kids, and a old friend that I used to hang out with all the time was there. We had a blast together, but now I'm trying to hangout with him out of camp and he just always says no or is busy. I don't know what to do... I really want to hang out with him but he never really answers me, which makes me more depressed.