Excuse my rant, I regret my words. Of course he is still vulnerable and I'm not going to say or do anything to hurt either of us. He remains the love of my heart. Yesterday he said he felt like checking himself back in. I hate that he hurts so much. Seeing his psych this Friday night, cutting back on his Anti depressants not the best of his ideas but he won't be told. He looks exhausted but is sleeping for hours on end when not working. Depression at an all time high.