My depression got a little better after I reduced the gabapentin from 400 to 300mg, but I've been suffering from mild paranoia.

I called my pdoc yesterday morning and left a message. A secretary returned my call with a message from my pdoc telling me to go back up to 400mg of gabapentin because of the paranoia, and she will discuss things with me when she sees me on Monday…
I took 400mg again for the first time last night even though I don't think she made the right decision. I hope my depression and paranoia don't get worse again before I see her.

I've been checking in and keeping up with what's been going on with everyone. Even though I'm not posting, you're all in my thoughts

I'll start posting more when I feel better.