I've had a lot of mixed episodes, and it just doesn't feel like one to me. The only sx of a mixed episode on the manic spectrum is the paranoia, but I have plenty of symptoms of depression. IDK.

Unfortunately, I'm lacking some of the insight I usually have. As a whole, this is foreign to me, so I will do some research online, and maybe that will help me sort things out.

My thought is that my pdoc also thinks that this is a mixed episode. She hears "paranoia" and automatically thinks mania… and would rather keep me down vs. up because for me it's probably safer…
My depression was worse yesterday, but I expected that going back up to 400mg of Seroquel.