The early nap was a good idea. It worked out for me yesterday. I will do the same today.

I had a problem with my nighttime pills again, but I was already in bed when it happened. Even though I was laying down, I still felt all ****ed up, and then I must have passed out.

I've been taking a total of 900mg of gabapentin since Tuesday, so it's had a chance to build up in my system. I take a huge 700mg dose of seroquel at night, and maybe together it's just too much… ?

I called my pdoc and left a message. I want to discuss the gabapentin anyway. I think it's been helping my paranoia, but it hasn't helped my depression.

I'm just a sad **** right now… or a bitch… when I'm awake.