I keep waking up at 5am every morning and can't get back to sleep… it serves no purpose!!! It's so frustrating!!!

I made my weekly trip to play the lottery. For the first time in a long time, I didn't feel like the guy at the convenience store was in any way trying to steal the tickets I bought or cheat me out of my winnings ($2 yesterday), so I guess I'm really not paranoid any more lol

I didn't do any housework though. There was a big 3-way cat fight this morning, and there's fur balls everywhere, so I guess I'll have to run the vacuum today. It wasn't #1 on my list.

When I got home, I couldn't get in that outside door again because the key wouldn't turn in the lock. So I called the office to report it, called my husband to tell him to use the side door when he came home, and then I laid down for a nap.

I woke up to my husband shaking me, asking me if and when I called about the lock on that door. He was furious, started yelling, and said he was going over to the office to tear them new ***holes. He has a terrible temper, so I was worried, and obviously couldn't sleep anymore. He came back a short time later, so at least he didn't get arrested. I really hope they fix that lock by the time he gets home from work today. Otherwise I have a feeling I'm going to have to come up with bail money or will be getting an eviction notice.

I try very hard to avoid him having contact with the office when there's a problem, or allowing him to get involved in similar situations because of his temper. He's usually a lot worse when he's sober. I'm almost certain he behaves himself very well at work… I guess I get to see the fallout from everything he's been holding in all day.