Thank you Bud. I appreciate that. The trouble is I have no support. I was disabled before and sustained a tremendous amount of abuse over my life and trauma. So I am reduced to living in a room of a man who is quite unsupportive and demands that I am OK and laughs at the concussion. His favourite words are, "Oh come on. You can do better than that" Besides calling me bizarre and too intense and weird and ignorant etc.......He tries but he has what is called a Personality Disorder and pretty bad Aspergers.

So I rent from him and that is all the support I have. I can't move out because i have no money. So life is a hideous thing for me and was before my accident.