i go to the pdoc tomorrow. I don't know what is going to happen. I wonder if doxepin will work. I am bringing himh the appeal I sent to the insurance company. that says it all. I am not depressed while i am reading but don;t have the energy to read. I am just so depressed. I bet they won't let me get the kitty cat especially now when they want me out. They haven't called cecilia yet..