I'm sorry you still feel like ****, and you continue to feel frustrated and discouraged Sam

The truth is that you do have diagnoses. You do have epilepsy, anxiety, and depression...

Since your neuro has found that your epilepsy is under control, it seems to me that it's time to take another look at how your anxiety and depression are being treated. I think you could benefit from some med adjustments or changes in that area, and/or therapy (if that is something you're comfortable with).

You can allow your pdoc to contact your neuro regarding possible med changes if you are worried about potential effects on your epilepsy. Your pdoc will be aware of any interactions with the Trileptal and Lexapro.

I hope things start to go your way soon
Keep writing. We're all pulling for you

Kay