When I tried to walk out the door this morning, my path was blocked by a moving truck that had backed up and blocked the entire ramp…
I immediately felt trapped and panicked. I felt like I couldn't get IN OR OUT anymore. I went back in my apartment to take a klonopin and sat there for a while before I calmed down enough to use the side door to leave the building to go get my blood drawn.

I was very chatty with the phlebotomist and the woman at the convenience store this morning and seemed to be in an elevated mood. I know that's a red flag that I may be headed towards hypomania.
But I'm also very irritable, and brooding when alone. I'm exhausted, moving very slowly, and am in a lot of pain from pushing my physical limits… I really don't know which end is up at the moment.
I need a nap badly, but I'm waiting for someone from maintenance to come about the ****ing locks. I was going to stop off at the supermarket on my way home to pick a few things up, but skipped that trip so I could be here for 10:30 when they were supposed to come (it's after noon now).