Hi everyone so I'm 19 years old and yes I am a female I've done lsd around 9 times and it was different times throughout my teenage years. I haven't always had good trips but for the most part they were okay. I recently just had a concussion and it feels like my symptoms are worsen I feel like I'm in a acid trip I feel like I can't express my feelings without feeling dumb or I can't say words correctly I just want to give up on life I have no motivation to do anything I feel like a loser but I'm trapped in my own mind. I want to stop smoking weed and drinking but it's so hard because you want to block it out. Is there anything I can do that can help my visuals not be so intense. It's cool here and there but it seriously gets old.. I was looking into vision therapy maybe it can help it? Idk I know I'm not the only one out there and yes I am religious. But when it comes to big task I feel like I'm gonna be a loser and never succeeed..