Do I allow myself to get hurt
It's the same thing over and over again
And there is one thing I look for that means most to me and that is honesty
I do not know my child
It is a terrible thing how I'm reduced to texting her
She doesn't hear mi call it being plugged in
You know the ear phone
It's terrible
It truly a problem
This generation of children are so disconnected to what really matters
And until she learns that she will never understand
She speaks to me with such disrespect
With such a fresh tone
And all I have ever done was always be where ever she needed me
I created this
I am the only one who can stop it
I am so not appreciated
So unhappy when it is just one sided so impersonal
No conversation only when she wants to
And it's always a crises
It's me
My own fault
I have to stop it
When one gets treated in such a manner
One begins to thing
Who cares
It doesn't matter anymore
Me