I was VERY bad and ate a whole veggie calzone last night. I had not had bread in almost 3 weeks… OMG was it good!!! When I weighed myself on Monday I was 154.4, and this morning I was 153.8. I thought for sure I'd gain at least a pound… maybe I did… I'll never know. Back to being a good girl.

The bug man came yesterday. I already had the cats locked up in our bedroom, and I was dressed and ready to go, so I asked him to spray. He said he would find out where the roaches were coming from. I don't know how, and I don't care as long as they stay out of my kitchen. I made sure the woman from the leasing office would lock the door after they left. I had to be out of the apartment for at least two hours, so I went to run errands.

When I got home almost 3 hours later, I found the door unlocked. I was mad as hell and called the leasing office. The ***** who was supposed to lock the door answered my call. She told me her key didn't work in my lock, so she called maintenance to pass the buck. I thought about it for about 5 minutes after I hung up, and wondered why she never called my cell (they have the number) to give me the opportunity to go back and lock it myself. I would have preferred that.

All these issues with maintenance and the leasing office are constant and we're ****ing sick of it. I have a long list of complaints including frequent no water/no hot water which is against the law. I called back and requested an appointment with the office manager and a different girl who answered the phone said she didn't know the manager's schedule, so she asked for my email address?

Before I meet with the manager, I'm going to have to make sure I have a sufficient amount of klonopin in me to be relaxed enough to be effective. I don't deal well with confrontation anymore, and my social anxiety is worse than it's ever been.