Hi Pookie, and welcome to NeuroTalk!

I remember the first time I discovered forums and the internet. Posting at a forum was kind of scary the first time.

But there are great people here, you'll see.

I understand those days you just wish you could die. But we can't have that! You are more than welcome to visit any of these forums, but for those days you wish you just plain weren't 'alive', stop by and visit with the great folks at the Survivors of Suicide forum. It isn't just for 'survivors'. It's for anyone that is dealing with suicide issues. The link to SOS is right here. http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=29

You may also want to visit the Chronic Pain forum which is right here. http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=10