It really is nice to meet you. Boy, it sounds like you've been on a roller-coaster ride the past several years. But I didn't have any problems in understanding what you wrote. I just wish I knew more about your medical conditions so I could be more help. A lot of us live in our own little hell here, and everything that everyone else has said is true. I really do hope that you find some relief and get some competent medical care. I also hope that you aren't too tempted by the thought of escape, through alcohol or any other means. Good luck to you, Doug, and may God bless you.

Idealist