Well I found out today that pre-existing conditions are covered but they still would not give me a copy of the policy.

So I'll have to go through the STD part and then LTD until I get SSDI. I have tomorrow off work so I might apply for the STD then to get it started. I was warned again today during my shift by one of the managers regarding a sale. It's so disheartening in some ways. On my good days I feel like I could work forever, then on the next day I'm dragging again. It's time. I might actually feel better without the stress of my job.

Thanks for your support ladies!