Have the Holy Spirit guiding me
Not to fight it but to welcome the strategies I must use and of to get through this day
Having to get Eva off to school
Getting in the shower
Cleaning to shed off the stuff from day before
A new day
Push through it do
Or just wait to die
Oh the choices some have to make
Gifted with a leaf
Just for me
Home from school
A rustic deep auburn in color
Beautiful in shape
Almost perfect
Symmetrically
She's got it going on
A good eye
Ah
Math
She does enjoy it now
Lets see
Would love to fee a little love from my child
Off from work
Having a rough morning
I don't get it
In comparison to what I have done
Beyond in my case
And a look that would kill when I ask for help
So
We
I will start my day over again
Maybe record her when she speaks to me
Like I have to record a disruptive ill person isn't enough
Enough already
Enough
What to be in a good place
So I give it to Jesus Christ
And live
Maybe get a belly laugh
Have doctors appointment
When isn't there one
Sick of it
But it the only way for now
I pray for a miricles
Health to heal
With love in my heart
Cannot loose the love in my heart
Me