Every single morning
Upon stirring
My mind already wondering
Wondering do I have what it takes to be that person
want to be and not let others spoil it
I wonder how that would feel today for a change
Eva half day at school
Corissa riddled with dirty laundry
Took her to school
Just came home going back to bed
I do not agree she should have any burdens put upon her because she knows what would happen if I and her did not take on the job
I just couldn't imagine
And my child does not see how she is hindering her sisters life and her trials
It isn't easy when I want to explain
When she says or rather asks
"Mom, how did you do it"
And I said
"What are you talking about, I'm still doing it
Only this time I need help"
Yeah
How did I do it
Oh my God
That how
Wonder what will it take
I won't let go
I have to stay strong in it ALL


Thank you for your guidance
WONDERING what it would be like to
just have a good day
wouldn't that be nice
Me