I have decided
rather than not
find help I feel I desperately need
to return to a new psychotherapist that works in my pain
specialist office he has brought her in his office
And start all over AGAIN
I said after pouring out my life story with previous help
and denied me help when needed him most failed me
Not just once but
Twice
I never wanted to do it all over again
However
What do I have to loose
I need help with this horrible depression
it is a battle every single day
It is deep within
Deep
What do I have to loose
Me