Hello everyone,

It has been a while, but I wanted to update those who care.. (If Anyone)


Basically, nothing has changed. Im still on lexapro (Anxiety?) and still on trileptal (TLE). I'm also now on some acne meds because my acne is so bad. I still feel just OK not 100% but just OK, but everyone says I'm fine, so I guess I'm fine.

Today marks my 16th birthday. And I have no idea why, but today I have had extreme anxiety and depression. No clue why, I've been pretty decent recently in terms of anxiety, and felt no sadness. But all the sudden, today I just feel sad. Every time someone wishes me happy birthday I just get more sad. I feel like my brain has sub consciously made a connection between anxiety and this time of year.

I just don't feel like I deserve all the gifts and birthday wishes. I just want to curl up in a ball and hide.