Thank you InHisHands and Idealist

I used to listen to love songs when I was a little girl, and it sounded so wonderful. I really looked forward to growing up and falling in love.

When I traveled to Denmark as a young teenager, my grandfather would sit with me in the evening and tell me stories of his travels. My grandmother didn't speak English, but she sat with us. I looked over at her while he was talking, knowing she didn't understand what he was saying, and the look of pure love and devotion on her face for him was truly amazing.

THAT was what I wanted out of life - just that! Forget the riches and jewels, I wanted to love someone as much as my grandmother loved my grandfather.

Most of my relationships were a disaster, and I didn't think it was possible - until I met Ray. We've been together for 18 years, and the love has only grown stronger. I've never once regretted my decision to give my heart to my husband. Even when we're at each other's throats and angry as hell, the love is very strong.

I can't imagine breathing without him - don't want to.

Thank you again for your prayers. It means a lot to me.