Having so much to deal with
Is more than I ever imagined in my life
All a new again
May our health insurance look better sooner than later
Optimistic I am
Empowered I am
In Christ Jesus who wraps his arms around me
when at my lowest
Pulled out of the abyss over and over and over again
A family I am responsible for
A family who needs me now more than ever
My relationship with my eldest on a higher plane
I am in love with my babies
Babies no more
But will always be my babies
Together we will be soon again
Our dogs ashes were taken care of and will be near
Oh how I miss him
It gets harder and harder as time goes on
But find it in me to still put one foot in front of the other
Home bound
As this body has a mind of its own
Painful it is to the point of getting sick
Hard to keep food down
Swallowing a issue
Blood pressure still not under control
Prays meditation breathing and stretch as best I can
No life outside from home
Phone is my contact in the world
No I don't want to feel anymore
For it is not a way I would entertain relief
That is not an option
So one day at a time
And calling upon my protector
I will survive
Till my last breath
Me