A few hours' work on Saturday gave me about 24 hours of relief, but now I'm a ****ing mess again. I have a bunch of stuff to do, but I can't get my **** together and figure what to do about it. I'm no better off after 1mg of klonopin. I can't/won't drive if I take more than that, so I think I will watch some cartoons to see if they can calm me down enough to come up with some kind of a plan…