Just got off the phone with my baby sister
My mother has been put on Paxil in the last four days
And it wasn't the Xanax withdrawal
She was taken off Paxil this drug took four days from her
She could have done so much damage to herself and others
She has no memory of the past four days
The er doctor released her with .25 mg Xanax
My sister took off work for the rest of the week
Stayed in bed with her
At some point my sister administered her meds with the Xanax and she slept through the night
Awoke to no memory er doctor said she was having a reaction to the Paxil
I'm f'in had it with the doctors
She cannot take antidepressants
You go into the er and tell them about the mutation
As my er experience
He had NO CLUE WHAT "MTHFR DNA MUTATION WAS"
I was educating him
Since finding the mutation a year now
I only came across ONE doctor ONE it was my daughters
OBGYN
ONE
and more than 50% of the population suffers from the depletion of folate their entire life
My jaw just hanging
Sure why don't you just kill her
I'm sick of it all
May health and good change be in our future
So many addicted
AND THE SMART duff doctors JUST WON'T TAKE RESPONSIBILITY
again personal experiences not just once twice more than two dozen just in my case since becoming ill at 49 years old
And old this body feels
Broken
And I stay sober
It would only take three drinks
And ALL the pain GONE
but I would lose all I worked for
A better life on life terms
I don't understand
But I carry my cross
Let me carry it without whining
When the weather is as it has been rainy
I'm good for nothing
But I WILL put one foot in front of the other
And just do
Hoping with a prayer You are holding me tight
And never let me go
Amen