Thanks for the update Dophinz,
I think of you often and pray for strength for you and the family.
Don;t rad below ifit hurts to read of my loss too.....










I lost my older daughter earlier this year and it is so tough. Without the forum family I would be lost. There are cherished friends on NT. They are always somehow intuitive to empty feeling days I am having.....I am onLexapro and it helps my depression and racing mind.

Some days a tissues, and others like last night are a towel...ringing wet.
I have done somebthings that helped. Lots of Angels, De had so many I never realized it. I have guardian angel pin, one on the visor of the car, Gabriella Angel Bear from Ebay has been my huggy bear, lost of Angel knick knacks, folk art types she had in her kitchen and on the fridge.

Also, the cards, notes and letters friends sent I keep near me.

Somedays I want run to her, hold her, others I wish she was pulling up in a taxi to come home, Then there is reality, I know how sick she was with pain so overhelming. Is it fair for me to have her in this agony for my selflessness

My love and hugs, dear Mom. My prayers are with your family,
Di