What a bummer, oh well, one door shuts and another will open as they say.
never know what's around the corner, maybe a better job with more flexable hours or if you decide to go the disabilty way don't forget Dan's friend in the stickies, who knows how the social security system works and doesn't charge anything for his help, its the time now to just kick back and decide which path you want to travel.
good luck
Brian