O Dawn,
Put me in ur shoes.
I'd be freakin' too.
Geeze, the sacrifices we make due to TOS
However, look at the sacrifices our fam has made for us.
I Know its no help but thats how I personally have to look at what life has dealt me.

Peg is so right...
Take a deep breath.
Ur hubby knows u cannot do what u used to do and what flare's u.
Hopefully, his company can understand the need for support and get a transfer company to come help.
Pay college kids to come help and be the master planner I know u can.
Think of it as an adventure in supporting ur husband.
I know, I know...I'm full of it

Stress is NOT our friend so shoo it away and get into a peaceful, positive place.
Let life and the ship rock you peacefully!
One moment at a time.
As Scarlet O Hara said "I'll Think About It Tomorrow".
XXOO