Bob
I am truly sorry to hear that so much is going wrong for you at the present time. You mention Job’s misfortunes in the first 4 lines of your “Vent”. Perhaps the end of this chapter in Job’s misfortunes may bring you some reason for hope. I quote:-
“The Lord restored Job to good health, gave him double the riches he had previously possessed, blessed him with a beautiful and numerous family, and crowned a holy life with a happy death. Job lived 140 years after his time of trial, 248 years in all, long enough even to see his great-grandchildren.”
Perhaps another 140 years may be pushing things a bit but it does suggest that you will soon be feeling a lot better and that the brick walls may soon disappear. The first step may well be your son’s improvement.
Take care and good luck
Tony