The problem is my muscular spasm that are quite literally tearing my body apart. That is why they won't operate, because it does weaken the area anytime they operate, I have a multitude of ligament tears, tears to the tendons, stress fractures of all sorts throughout the body, and the spasms can't be controlled. Compromising the area with such severe spasms is something no surgeon around here is willing to do. And the ones I have talked to about frankly didn't think I would gain much benefit before my spasms yanked another disk out.

And they all blame the mobility issues on the MS rather than the back, saying the disks aren't infringing on the spinal cord so it can't be the cause of my issues. Also this latest relapse was in the motor cortex of the brain and in an area that fit with my losing mobility and feeling on the left hand side. Just like the one in my short term memory storage that has me forgetting things all the time, and the one in my language center causing me to space out on words and have a harder time comprehending things sometimes so people around me have to repeat things, and the swelling that keeps happening to the optic nerve causing my otherwise 20/20 vision to go all squirrelly.

The only thing they have not been able to explain when it comes to symptoms is the reason for the completely out of control muscle spasms that are ripping me apart. But then those have been tearing my body apart since I was a small child. But since I have the MS dx they just chalk it up to that and write it off essentially. But aside from that all the rest of the symptoms they can point to the white spots in my brain and say this one is here so causing symptom(s) A,...B is here,.... C is there...