I'm having a tough time at work... my work has been slower and less accurate compared to before the accident. My headache permeates the entire day and it's tough to follow assignments that previously came easy. I just feel dumber and hopeless and that my life is going in reverse.

When I wake up until right when I fall asleep I think about death and how much easier and more attractive it sounds compared to what I'm dealing with now. I almost feel guilty for having these thoughts and not being grateful but I can't force myself to feel a certain way. Has anyone been here before? It's terrible.