Hi Ang!
Girl, take the pain meds that is what they are there for!! You already know that I am here for you.. pm me and we will talk about the stuff your going through. I so admire you for taking off like that, 100's of women stay, because they think it is their fault. As for your hand pain feeling like your touching an electric fence, see if you can get you some ganglion nerve neck blocks! I have an excellent PD (thanks to all the friends here on this board!!!who kept telling me to keep lQQking!!)love ya Ang and I will ALWAYS be here for ya.. call me!! Love ya Desi :0)