I'm having blood tests again this morning. GP didn't think it worth referring me to an endocrinologist, she wants to put me back on anti depressants. It's a little over a year since I stopped them and I don't want to restart. The tears still fall daily & at times I'm completely overwhelmed to the verge of sobbing. I'm sure this is not normal. I have no energy, things that used to interest me I can't really gather the "oomph" to pursue. Even reading a book, once I was a voracious reader, now I can't concentrate long enough to enjoy the page I'm reading let alone the whole book. The TV is frozen more often than not, I can be watching a program and I freeze it because I know I'm just not taking in what I'm watching. I walk from one room to another and can't for the life of me recall why I went there. And I'm tired, so so tired all the time.