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Originally Posted by ConcussedEngineer
I have been where you are at, and so have many others. I remember driving back from school one time to go home at 10:30 (a three hour drive) in a panic and wanting to run my car into every bridge embankment with no will to keep going through it all.
It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I lost my good friends, and people close to you won't always understand, but I know at 21 I have a whole lot of life left and a whole lot of time to recover making a new life along the way. Three years seems like a long time, but in the whole time frame of life it is so minimal.
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Thanks for the kind words, engineer. My heart goes out to you and everyone else who has been here too. Sadly, I have had that same experience while driving. I won't let myself act on these thoughts, but to be having them is still nonetheless troubling.
Fortunately, I've calmed down from earlier today - just being able to post here and vent in itself was helpful, which I gather is the purpose of these forums. Hope everything is going ok by you.